寻晚温书嘅时候，听紧东山少爷嘅《西关小姐》，然后唔知点解，我就喊咗……

明明我就唔想回国，明明我就唔挂住屋企，但系我一琳到关于广州嘅嘢，我就觉得个心好暖啊~~

我好挂住广州啊！！

呢次翻去一定要玩翻够本！！唔系嘅话，可能有好多年都唔会翻广州了！！

我爱广州！！AZA!!

喺網上浦左咁耐，已经有好多个blog。

我决定全部都利用！！而且分工合作。

呢个个人空间就作为我嘅粤语blog啦！！

以后有乜野要用粤语写低，就喺呢度！！

又或者写少少日文，少少英文。。。

虽然我有日本嘅blog，但我唔想D嘎仔嘎妹睇到我D超级半桶水嘅日文。。。（S要面嘅我。。。）

嗯，就咁啦。

i hate macroeconomics!!!

why do i have to study it again? i have already studied in DP3!!

why economics is de ONLY option that i can choose in this course?

OMG!! this term i can't get full A because of that damn macroeconomics!!!

oh~ my dream of getting full A is broken~~~

why can't i study macroecon well??!!

all macroecon is about money, inflation, unemployment, GDP, fiscal policy, monetary policy, aggregate demand, aggregate supply......

confused!!!! i can never understand them clearly!!!! even though i brought de 37 pounds text book....sigh....

i prefer microecon, that's much easier to understand

i hope that's not true that i only got 50% in de mid-term exam......

hopefully i can get 70% in de final exam, but obviously that's impossible

essay and workshop are easy for me

but exam.....my weakest part....

i only want to stduy math....why economics come with math?....reali sad..........

no more passion on economics.........

sayonara....macroecon..........

最近学习都不在状态之中，开学第一个星期竟然翘课了……

对自己不禁有点失望。

特别是从伦敦回来之后，更是无心学习，整天想着shopping的事

在伦敦玩得很开心，花钱也花得挺多的，买了好多衣服啊~~

好喜欢topshop啊~~特别是伦敦oxford street那间的负二层~~我超爱那里的独立品牌，虽然有点小贵~~

很爱irregular choice的鞋子~~~终于买了一双~~~~75磅啊~~~爱死了~~舍不得穿~~~~

还有一件maxmara的大衣很喜欢，但是没买~~怨念~~

在某水果论坛上看见很多人都沉迷于名牌~~忽然自己也很想成为其中一部分~~~

当然，在英国sale的时候买会便宜很多，但大部分还是买不起啊~~~

名牌的设计，剪裁，用料就是特别出色~~~人穿在身上、穿在脚下，拿在手里也特别好看~~~

我要名牌~~~~

这世界上太多诱惑了，这边名牌怨念还没散去，那边又在打追星的鬼主意~~

《交响情人梦》的周边~~~玉木宏的写真~~~各张jpop最值得收藏的强碟，我都好想入啊~~~~~

还有还有~~最近流行复古风~~我也很想打扮得很宫廷很复古啊~~

我还很想买首饰啊~~~~化妆品啊~~~~更多更多irregular choice的鞋子啊~~~~

要达成这些无休止的愿望，我需要很多钱~~~

虽然我现在有足够的钱~~但这些钱都不是我的~~~

买回来的东西也觉得不是自己的~~真的很不舒服~~~

为了将来要赚大钱~~为了要成为精算师~~为了要拿100万的年薪~~~

我要努力！！！努力！！！努力！！！完成学业！！！！！！！！！！！

一切~~~都是为了开间梦寐以求的牛郎店！！！！

「のだめカンタービレ」は本当に面白いです。あたしは好きです。

千秋様（玉木君）はあたしのDREAM MAN。のだめは幸せですね。

Somehow I really wanna be のだめ。

Tamaki is really すごい。ピアノとバイオリンと指揮, three kinds of skills have to be learn when filming the drama.

I don't know whether he plays the piano or violin himself or not, but i do believe he plays. He acted as a good guitar player in the movie "Rockers" in 2003. At that time, guitar was completely fresh for him. However, he learned to play guitar only for the movie. Now, he releases CDs and became a singer. He plays guitar when he is singing. It's amazing that he learn things so fast. Then I am addicted to him so much!!

I think he is just a genius, somehow he is natually simple. I like his personality.

Of course, I LOVE his face~~God, he is so gorgeous~~~

It's a kind of happiness that look at him every day.

I want to work in Japan in the future, then my probability of meeting him would be bigger...

LOL~~~Dreaming.....

近排睇得太多CSI，终于有D审美疲劳，于是暂时放低CSI，传攻日剧、日影

8号开始就放假了，放虎归山啊~~

虽然我唔系老虎，虽然放唔放假我都成日放自己归山，

但系，放咗假，颓废得冇咁多负担

于是，我又超过24小时冇训觉了。。。

哈哈~~我都好佩服自己

毕竟喺呢二十几个小时入面，我去咗loch katrine，去咗glasgow shopping~~我应该好攰先至系噶~~

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我最近睇咗好多日剧啊~~~

《交响情人梦》，《池袋西口公园》，《unfair~SP~》，《五个扑水的少年》，《小丸子~SP2》

亦都睇咗好多日影啊~~~

《被嫌弃的松子的一生》，《摇摆少女》，《死亡笔记》，《木更津猫眼-日本系列》

呢D戏全部都好好睇啊~~好睇到我觉得如果呢个世界冇咗呢D作品，人生系几咁冇意义啊~~~~

我一定会强烈推荐我D friend去睇呢D咁出色噶作品！！

好可惜《死亡笔记》冇喺亚洲以外噶其他国家上映啦~~如果唔系，一定系欧美国家牵起DN热潮啊~~~~

心思几咁谨慎噶一个惊险斗智故事啊~~D西人睇唔到真系佢地噶损失啊~~

唔知网上有冇英文字母版的DN呢？如果有，我一定大胆识多几个西人friend，然后畀佢哋睇下呢D咁高智商的激斗，不过我有D惊佢睇睇唔明啊~~哈哈~~~

至于《被嫌弃的松子的一生》，好无厘头，但系好感人，好精彩

场景的交换，色彩的运用，歌曲的穿插~~~简直perfect!!!!!

于是我开始膜拜呢个导演——中岛哲也，佢都系《下妻物语》噶导演~~膜拜~~~

中谷美纪噶演出都好另人难忘，时而无厘头，时而认真，好几个唔同噶造型，跨越20多年时间段的角色演出，佢都可以掌握得到人物的心理变化，将唔同阶段噶人物诠释得好细腻。

第一次，觉得中谷美纪系世界上最美丽噶女人。。。之前睇《继续》净系觉得佢变态。。。

因为《虎与龙》，《池袋西口公园》，《木更津猫眼》系列，我开始注意一个鬼才编剧——宫藤官九郎

我估唔到佢系一个演员，仲喺《被嫌弃的松子的一生》入面饰演松子的作家男友~~oh~~SHOCK~~~

佢D想象力，逻辑方式，讲述故事能力，真系超强，POWER:1000000000000000+ ！！

我决定啦~~~我又要膜拜佢~~~~~

其实我都好膜拜堤幸彦噶~~

佢系边个？？

佢米系《金田一少年事件薄》1，2噶导演啰~~~

佢仲导演过好多出色噶日剧、日影~~~好似《继续》，《池袋西口公园》，《圈套》系列啦~~~~

嗯嗯~~~佢系我偶像~~~

其实我仲有一个偶像噶~~佢就系~~彭浩翔嘞~~~~

佢导演噶五部电影，除咗觉得《公主复仇记》一般般之外，其他四部简直就系神之作品啊~~~~~

偶像！！！加油！！！再写多D精彩噶剧本，再拍多D有趣噶电影啊~~~~

well, i finidshed watching CSI LV season 4 ady

wat a great season!!

much more disgusting scenes and much more complicated cases

i love grissom's words, thoughtful and meaningful

maybe i should write them down, and someday these will be useful in my essays

however, i hv no time and energy to do that work

i hv check out that i hv watched 161 episodes of CSI, including LV, MIAMI and NY

i need to watch more ~~ more ~~ more ~~

atually i m quite surprise that i can continue watching CSI, because i never expected that i still can download CSI from internet freely in UK

it's good, isn't it?

and i am going to finish LV season 3!!

呢几日，冇日冇夜咁download同睇CSI

几乎连assignment同essay都嚟唔切做完

LV, NY, MIAMI全部都睇

尽管我唔係好钟意睇MIAMI，因为我觉得horatio好扮嘢

我最钟意LV，因为入面每一个人物形象真实，性格突出，D对白仲好抵死添~

我都唔记得我係几时开始睇CSI噶了

到目前为止，

LV：season 1 ：全部睇晒（全23集）

    season 2 ：全部睇晒（全23集）

    season 3 ：睇咗12集（全23集） 

    season 4 ：睇咗21集（全23集）

    season 5 ：睇咗8集（全23集）

    season 6 ：睇咗16集（全23集）

    season 7 ：download紧，未开始睇（估计全23集）

NY：season 1 ：全部睇晒（全23集）

    season 2 ：睇咗14集（全23集）

    season 3 ：睇咗1集（估计全23集）

MIAMI：season 1 ：全部冇睇（全23集）

       season 2 ：睇咗9集（全23集）

       season 3 ：全部冇睇（全23集）

       season 4 ：睇咗4集（全23集）

       season 5 ：睇咗3集（估计全23集）

哇~~仲有好多集CSI未睇啊~~特别係MIAMI，因为真係好唔钟意

不过，我为咗成为一个标准噶CSI迷，我决定，一定要睇晒所有CSI！！！

所有LV，所有NY，所有MIAMI！！！

追啊~~追啊~~追啊~~

主要係因为，睇晒我另一个致爱ER，实在係太困难了，依家出到season 12，我先补睇咗两个season，而且年代久远，好难揾到有得download，咩时候我先可以睇晒佢呢~~任务过于艰巨了

但睇CSI就轻松好多了~~因为之前睇过好多好多，都分唔清边集边个season

以上噶统计，係我重新从YDY download，重新睇过晒做噶记录，所以话，我睇过噶CSI可能唔止咁少噶~~

问题係，我一睇CSI就好想食嘢，就算佢D画面几咁核突，几咁恐怖都好，我都食得好开心~~~哈哈~~~

咁我要睇晒CSI咪会肥好多……？

oh, no, that's terrible....better not to imagine.....

嗯~睇完CSI之后做乜好呢？除咗继续追睇佢新出噶episodes...

haha...CBS播咁多关于犯罪噶TV series，咁就睇晒佢啦~~

横掂我都睇咗好多cold case了

唔争在睇埋其他，乜criminal minds, bones, NICS, numb3rs, without a trace.....

全部都睇晒佢！！！

i decided to go to the chaplaincy to have the soup meal every tuesday since the delicious butter served there

butter + bread = perfect!

oh, finally i found out one good thing for living in a western country

however, this is just for the person who loves butter, for instance, me

butter in UK is much much cheaper than one in China

a big box of butter only costs 68p!!! only 10 RMB!!!

hmmm.... nice to have a full spoon of butter, then put it in mouth

oh...i LOVE butter!!!!!

doesn't matter it will make me fat

i can go to do more exercises for it even i'm an adiot of sports....

butter tastes so good when you just eat it

it make other food tastes better!!

like carrots!

butter make it taste so sweet~~~

these days i often cook carrots

the french and his friends come to the kitchen every night, see me cooking carrots every time

i think that they believe i am crazy for carrots!

atcually, i am crazy for butter~~~~

also, cheese!!!!!!!!!

so many different kinds of cheese are sold here

though it is not that cheap as butter, and i am not buying it that often

it's still good to see that so many so many different kinds of cheese on sold in supermarket

あの幸せの感じ！

真系冇得救了，我……

来英国这么久（今日为止35日），我就已经梦见FUN三次了

每天睡一次觉，而不是每次睡觉都做梦，这样计算下去，我梦见他的probability不少于10%

梦见他跟我玩，逗我开心……

梦见他对我好，爱护、呵护我……

梦见他变丑了，问我还爱不爱他……

搞到我每一次醒来，都觉得自己好像还在热恋之中那样

为什么我还会梦见他？ 明明已经分手一年又八个月了

难道我还爱着FUN？

如果我真的那么爱他，当初分手的时候，为什么我一点都不伤心，一点都不care，简直就没有追问原因呢？

当时我只知道自己喜欢他，却未料到是早已“爱”上他

现在才知道，太迟了

有段时间一直发短信给他，他却一直未回复

我就自己傻傻地想，是我太烦了？他不想理我了？

就这样的想法让我伤心了好一阵子，后来才知道他换了号码

换了号码却不告诉你，好像你对他根本不重要那样，很是伤心

就算是“电话簿不见了”这样的烂理由，也不能平复

现在来到英国，想见他的心情在一天一天累积

只能send个email给他，告诉他，我很想他，要保持联络

结果send了不下5次，都发送失败，原因在于他的邮箱

他把邮箱注销了？！

ok, fine...我发短信给他

没有回复

他是没时间理我还是懒得理我？

难道我真的要打越洋电话，当面问清楚？！

我知道自己是没这样的勇气，只能通过文字来表达自己

他给我的东西我还保留得好好的

我不知道自己是要了结这份感情，还是把他当作偶像，把感情继续下去

我只知道，我很想他，很想他，很想他……

而“我仍然爱着他”这个事实，我是近日才敢真正承认。。。。。。。